I feel complied to write something today-maybe it's because I've been reading too many Life on the Hill blogs, but maybe it's also because I realized how quickly time passes. What happened to high school? Why can't I remember much of anything? Am I really about to graduate? I am too afraid to read my old posts knowing that I have changed so much over the past four years, hopefully for the better but only time will tell. I read my letter to my self from sophomore year yesterday. I was shocked at how happy I seemed back then and how simple life seemed to be. I wish life could be more simpler, not really for me, but for my friends out there. It's really not that difficult to just enjoy whatever situation that you are in and make the best out of it. Life is not over just because of that one test (at least, I try to tell my self that). When you take a step back, you see everything in a whole you perspective. Something that I am really proud for doing is genuinely trying to be a good person and not regret my actions. Looking back, I don't think I've made the wrong choice. I did what I knew I should do and felt conformable doing. Despite the way that I always complain, I really do feel very happy and blessed to be where I am and surrounded by my family and friends. I am very thankful. Somehow when I cleaned my room the other day, I felt like a page in my life just closed. I hope I left behind the disorganization and lack of motivation. I'm excited for the new year and new opportunities to grow and "find my self". I think that's all from me for now. The only new year resolutions I have right now are: moisturize and clean. I'll write more when the urge strikes me. xoxo | 
